I'm tired. I really couldn't get up today. Part of it is my normal tired. Part of it is that time of month seems to sap energy. And part of it is, I assume, depression.
I'm tired of trying so hard to help people get better...and still being the bad guy. I'm tired of seeing the same mistakes over and over. I'm tired of being told the same thing, and not being given the tools to fix x, y, or z. I'm tired of being the bad guy. Yeah, I said that already once, but it's starting to get to me.
I'm tired of not having time to myself. Getting up earlier than my body can function.
I'm tired of doing extra for nothing.
I'm tired of how I look, but too tired to do anything about it. I think I last got a haircut in January. It looks bad.
And now I'm tired of blogging.